AGH. Bosnia-herzegovina refugees are driving me nuuuts.
i can't find any info on them for my geog project! im SO annoyed, it's not funny.
i've been searching for eons and there's zilch about environmental hazards.
okay i give up.
im going to sleep. lol
ta!!
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OH and guess what!
im gonna try and bake my very first own cake for my friends coming over on Saturday. HAHA
poor them. so, in sympathy for them, i dedicate this poem i wrote in sec1. hahah
"I pity you,you pity me,but i am thee epitome.so to pity me,is to pity thee,one and onlyepitome!"- gillian hahah. wonder if any of ya'll remember what happened e day i wrote that poem. lol like christabel and jaslyn were sitting arnd me and they said they pitied me and i wrote this poem then we were all laughing and ms ng noticed and came over and asked what was so funny then read the poem to the class and i was all embarrassed/laughy. hahaha
ahh i luv ij =D lol
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hey yo! haha how was everyone's valentine's day?? mine was pretty uneventful, really. lol except that i spend my lunch period drawing valentine's day 'cards' for some frens and inviting them over to e hse this sat. "Cards" in inverted commas cos i actually just drew it on like notecards.. =\ hahaha i felt so cheeap but i totally forgot abt buying stuff lei. lol nvm they seemed to appreciate it. hahaha. oops. lol
anyway i am totally GROSSED OUT by these St Alban's guys okay. like omg. hahah cos i go down to the athletics centre every so often to use either the treadmill/bike/eliptical machines. and like it's facing this glass panel which faces another glass panel, looking into the CREW room. (CREW is like an
intense intense rowing team--like really. it's after skl eevery day and it's so tough there're always ppl throwing up into the bins outside =\. im never doing it. ever. haha) anyway so like there're always these guys there hu are like rowing on the rowing machines. andi t's sooo gross. cos this guy. obviously thinks he's God's gift to women. he walks arnd topless and in short SPANDEX. eeeew. im allways soo super uncomfortable okay! like i either stare at my ipod or fiddle with the machine or at the wall, in the other direction. i wish he'd just WEAR some clothes. grossness. i've been scarred. hahah i mean okay la given he's not like unfit or anything. but still! get some clothes man. haha
oh yea and the other day we went to the chinese supermarket and like i was SO uber excited cos i found these aloe vera bottle drinks! AAH. grins. i was so soo happy hahah excited until i like grabbed 6 bottles at once (nearly dropping them) and ran back to the shopping basket hahaha and in my haste i forgot to check wat flavour they were! and it's like.. tropical fruit mix? and it's so gross. hahah like it's suuper sweet u noe like the juice u get frm those preserved tropical fruits in cans. ee. haha but yea. so now i have to down 5 and a half more bottles of this stuff. siigh. =( haha
well i heard more abt kayaking...not what i imagined. haha apparently. we paddle in the STA pool. =.- oh whoopdeedoo. hahah tt's like so anti-climatic i can't even begin to say.. lol but like tt means i still have to wear a swimsuit!! waaah. i dun wanna =( i'll go in shorts. dun care. hahah but oso i heard they like capsize ur boat intentionally so u can learn to come up by urself. AYe. do u noe how scared i am of being..scared.hahah as in i really don't like it when ppl scare me cos i dun like the feeling of being scared! i'll scream, i tell u. haha aaah. im so scared to join kayaking now. =( lol
and the weather here has been craazy. like really! last saturday it snowed like a loot it was like a foot high!! (30cm) - tt's considered a lot. haha and then like today it was like 60 - 70 degrees! (farenheit. about..25 - 30 celcius.) but it was soo hot
so since im so white. i decided to try and get a tan so i went outside before chemistry with grace and nikki and sat in the sun for like 20 mins hahah sadly, i dun think it got any darker. =( haha
NO SCHOOL TMRW! - im soo hyped up about that. haha and like no skl on monday eiitherrr. =D grin!! cos like tmrw's professional day or smth. so e teachers gotta be in skl for smth but we get e day off. heh.! and monday's president's day or smth.. im not veri sure wat it Is. but oh well, im not complaining. haha
we got back our Myers Briggs personality test things today. hahah and apparently im ENFP - extrovert, intuitive, feeling and perceiving. actually the feeling part i was tied btwn feeling and thinking. how cool! haha i luv personality quizzes. lol okie dokie im gonna go slack off cos i haven't done that in like.. well actually since last week. but that seems like eeeons ago. lol okie dokie ciao! =)) luvluv
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i think toes are weird.
hahaha. im sorry i've been sitting here at the com researching china plate designs for my ceramics class and my feet *sorry* were crossed on the table so i was just staring at them.. haha but don't u think so? toes...awkward little things. haha i mean i noe u need them for balance and all.. but..if u stare at them long enuff it's like.. u have these 5 short finger-shaped things sticking out of a rectangular-ish thing (ur foot) haha. and it's funny how i can only move my big toe and my little toe by themselves but i can't control the other.. hm. i wonder how that works. haha oh which leads me to say i think im gonna take bio next year haha yayy. i originally couldn't decide btwn ap chem and ap bio but im flunking chem so i think i'll try bio. haha with my luck im gonna fall behind on those readings too. haha
eih it's snowing agaain. haha it makes me sad, really. this whole winter thing is so overrated. it's so dreary and depressing. =(( lol the good thing is that if u leave chocs and ice cream outside it doesn't melt. HAHA. =)) alrites i confess, im just here, procrastinating.. but i really don't feel like doing hww.. bah. ncs has made me feel guilty for every minute im not doing hw. POOF. haha
whoosh! snowflakes don't taste so good. hahahah.
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okie dokie
i've decided. i don't really like diamonds. haha
i dunno..they just seem too..flashy, somewhat.. lol
BUT, but
i looove gem stones! hahah they're uuber pretty. gringrin. =))
so my wedding ring shld be like. with pretty gem stone colours hahah
instead of a diamond. so cool rite! aah =D
i luv gems. haha
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hey yo's!! haha okay im getting totally confused in chemistry now. i mean wat's up with all these MOLES. i can't stand ittt. waaaah. haha like i get all the other stuff but i just don't get this..dumb..-gruh!. haha it's tres annoyingg! oh and did i tel u abt my dilemma about sports hahah. cos i couldn't decide wat sport to take in spring and i had to put 3 choices but like i could only decide on the first choice which is paddling. but i needed to put a 2nd choice tt i liked and would be happy with too cos paddling's only accepting like 15 ppl. ( paddling aka kayaking ) haha remember my joke. abt kayaking. kaya-king. as in the guy on the boat was the king of kaya. hahahah. i love that joke. anyway like i actually debated with myself for dunno how long okay and i was just getting more and more confused so i decided to make a pros and cons list in the end, which actually just made it worse. haha cos like at first i had an equal no. of pros and cons. so then i put half, full and double ticks where i thot was least-most important. but then my cons only outweighed my pros by like half a mark. haha so i din think it was gd enuff so i tried putting stars by the things tt were pullling me away/towards (from) swimming. haha but then i had an equal no. of stars!! grooans. my brain hurts. hahah. anyway in the end i just decided to stick with my original plan (which was to put 1. paddling 2. swimming 3. pilates ) cos my instincts are normally better than when i think about things too much.. hahaha. im suuuch a complicated person sometimes. lol oh yea and the other day i made a comment that my voice range was about 2 notes lower than it used to be cos i haven't been singing (properly) in aages. and my sis just mentioned that she can (screech) a high d. hahah and i burst out laughing lol! but u prob din get tt joke. like they didn't either. hahah i just thot it was funny that high-d is like exactly the same sounding as heidi. hahaha. okay so mabbe it's not so funny, but it was at the time.. lol!
oh and my math papers have been getting better! (touch wood) haha like i got 55/57 for the last test and full marks on the one before that! AAH. =DD hahaha but now it's all going back down the drain cos we're learning a topic i haven't touched before and they've looked at last year. nnnbuuuagh!! haha. tt's my scream of exasperation. hahah nnnbuuaah. heeh. so yea im just gonna fail this paper agian haha i was only doing well cos the last couple of papers was logs and radicals, which mr teh taught just before i left. YAY MR TEH. =DD i miss/love his funny mneumonic (sp?) devices. hahah like the hunter and monkey in the tree to remember angle of depression and elevation. hahaha. i'll neeever ever ever forget that man. haha =p as in forget that,man. not forget that man. i mean not that i'll forget mr teh. but i just meant it as i wouldn't forget it and the 'man' was just an emphasis. hahah. im feeling crappy today. grins. and i think i noe whyyy TGIF!! =D it's friday~!! im beyoond happy. i have no more classes for this week..!!! bwaahah. and the next 2 weeks are 4 day weeks! and then spring break in march!! aaayee. im excited. obviously. haha have u noticed the number of exclaimation marks in this entry? i think i shall start putting one behind every sentence from now on haha. starting from.. now! haha! omg im so tired! oh and we had another chinese new year party on wed! haha! i was sooo mad cos the other s'porean teenagers didn't go and i was stuck there socializing with ppl frm like the malaysian embassy! lol! and one of the guys was a bit,well not freaky..but scary! haha like even my mum said so! oh well! im getting bored of being so enthusiastic. haha did u see the irony in that sentence. bored. of enthusiasm? haha sigh okok i betta go i hafta cross the street to get my stuff frm my locker. and tt'll take mi like 10hrs longer becos im wearing this court shoes.. baah haha see you all!
lovelove' =))
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okay that whole monkey thing is only funny for so long haha
but i still think it's cute =pp heh.
anyway happy early valentine's day!! haha
i changed my skin early in case i don't have time next week.
( okay so actually i was just bored and im using it as an excuse haha )
but and before u say that it shld be pink/red..
green is the new pink. =D hahah.
anyway we have to sign up for our new sports in skl again for spring quarter.
and i really like dunno wat to sign up for cos im totally not athletic. haha
but there's martial arts.. (haaha!) and im seriously considering paddling
but im scared cos they go to the potomac river for paddling and there're some serious rapids there so.. yea =s haha
i really don't know wat to take baah.
and i dunno if u've tried that cereal. i think they're called like.."wheaties"? or smth like that. haha i forgot lol but they're sooo good. grins. i can eat them for snacks haha everyone else thinks they're really dry. which they are. but they're sooo good! hehe.
okay i really don't get english haha
but anyway here's a poem our teacher gave us for valentine's day =\ haha im sure u've read it before tho, cos i've heard the first few lines before.. but that doesn't mean i totally get it. haha
How do i love thee? Let me count the ways,I love thee to the depth and breadth and heightMy soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.I love thee to the level of every day'sMost quiet need, by sun and candlelight.I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise;I love thee with the passion put to useIn my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.I love thee with a love i seemed to loseWith my lost saints - I love thee with the breadth,Smiles, tears of all my life! - and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.-- Elizabeth Barrett Browningif anyone has any good ideas btwn now and like..11pm. pls tell me cos im supposed to write a response on it and i barely understand it.. haha
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You can dance-every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight
You can smile-every smile for the man
Who held your hand neath the pale moon light
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me
Oh I know that the music's fine
Like sparklin' wine, go and have your fun
Laugh and sing, but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me
Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never never let you go
I love you oh so much
You can dance, go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he walk you home,
you must tell him no
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me.
=)) this is my new fav song haha michael bublee! (bubble!! lol_)
and my 2 new fav dance dance songs are S.O.S. by Rihanna and La Gasolina by daddy yankee.
hehe.
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oh and my dad has had this fascination with the stars and astronomy recently. hahah
it's sooo. strange. haha he bought this telescope recently and he's been looking for the moon everynight since then on our back patio. groans. hahah
and one night he was so excited cos he found saturn. haha he was like " gill! come and see saturn! " but i was doing hw so i was just like.. din really wana go out. haha and i did feel bad. like really i did! haha but im really just not exactly interested in astronomy and it was getting late and i had lotsa hw to finish...lol
and den yest we had another diplomat party and he was showing all his guests saturn. haha! i thot it was totally amusing. haha
and today. he went out and he exchanged that one for this HUGE HUGE telescope thing. and it's huuuge. like really! haha it's like 3/4 my height (tho that's not saying much. hahah) but it's reaally big!! so swakoo! lol i mean like. omg. i just dunno what to say okay. hahah
anyway for real now. i gtg do hw haha we're watching hotel rwanda in geog and den we're gonna do this big big refugee project. it actually sounds pretty interesting despite the fact geog is actually boring. haha =p but oh well this topic seems more interesting. haha and i feel smarter and more world-ly hahaha. rite ok betta go ta!
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S.O.S. please someone help me. Its not healthy for me to feel this Y.O.U. are making this hard,I can't take it see it don't feel rightThis time please someone come and rescue me Cause you or my mind got me losing itI'm lost you got me lookin for the rest of me (just testing me) but still I'm losing itThis time please someone come and rescue me cause you or my mind got me losing itI'm lost you got me looking for the rest of me, got the best of me, so now I'm losing itSIKE!! - haha i like that word. i think it's funny. hahaha i shall start using it now. lol
anyway i forgot to tell u about my adventure in the kitchen the other day! ( Part II ) haha
part I was that time i burnt my thumb frying an onion omelette. haha well im proud to say i can officially cook myown omelettes with no injuries now! haha i've done it a couple of times already. hahah (bursts with pride) haha oh yea okay. back to Part II. haha well the other day i was helping my mum make tempura rite haha like all i had to do was dip the prawn in by the tail into the batter mix and then let it down slowly into the bubbling pot of oil and den after a couple of mins place it on a paper towel on a plate to let some of the oil drain off. haha easier enuff rite. but no. lol first of all, the oil started jumping and got some on my arm and a bit like just below my eye. so that was gross. hahah. but the scariest thing was that when i was almost done, for some reason the fire wouldn't stay in the center of the pot and it kept blowing sideways and i didn't notice it. so like. coffs_ when i was transferring the prawns the paper towel on the plate kinda caught fire. =l hahah so i just liked. Screamed hahah and den tried to blow it out but it was a bit big to blow out so my mum and sis came to help and we were all blowing but it refused to go out so unfortunately we lost some of the prawns when we had to run it under the tap..... =x hahah i feel so bad. but i didn't even see the paper catch fire! sob thank god nth happened tho... haha i think i shld just like stay out of the kitchen. hahah apparently i don't do so hot in these home ec things. haha
hokie pokie. that was the highlight of my week. haha
anyway im feeling really boring today. yea as in im being boring, not that im bored. i dunno why im so like.. _blah_ nowadays i never have anything interesting to say. haha i should start pondering about nonsensical things like i used to. haha but i always seem to have more worries/pressing matters on my mind so i can't thing of nonsensical things. ee boring gill. haha okayokay im going off to do my boring hw to match my boring mood..
SIKE!!!
hahaha =))
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i've had a pretty hectic week since last friday (aka the start of all these cny festivities.)
well firstly. i've been eating way too much so i think i've put on like 10kg. haha im so fulll. baah. but i love longans. =)) haha no link. oh well.
i had a couple of tests this week too. which i of cos, probably failed. (redundancy..lol)
oh! today was an exciting day for 2 reasons. haha i dunno y i was so.."go". today. haha okay the first thing i did that was so "go", i can't tell u. haha well not unless i get it. so. if idon't then, it'll spare me the embarrassment of not getting it. grins. haha
but the second thing was that i finally got the courage to go running outside! haha like around the school grounds. haha and, okay fine. admittedly. i did get a teeensy weeensy lost. but i wasn't like..LOST-lost. just slightly disorientated. haha den i found my way back within the next 2 mins okay. so it was okay haha=p coffcoffs
but the route i took actually took me a longer way. so i ran like 1 and half times the route i really wanted to. well okay fine. mabbe i didn't RUN the entire thing. hahah cos i was so DEAD tired! it was ALL uphill! like yea, go gill. choose the most retarded route ever rite haha i think the next time i go run outside i'll go like in the opposite directiona nd i'll start from st alban's instead so i'll have more downhill. i mean. yea it's less of a workout. but it's also less embarrassing. haha =pp
anyway it's like 1am here. and my feet are aaching.. and my eyes have serious serious serious bags. haha i've been staying up til like past 12 the past few nites trying to catch up with my eng book. :x haha ohkie dokies.
g'nite!
happy chinese new year!! =))
gong xi fa cai. heh. =pp
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