omg this week is neever going to end. *dies
i had a geog test today..
i was freaking out last nite okay. like literally.
i was so anxious to get my geog grades up.
so. i mugged!
like crazzy. haha i re-read ALL the print-outs and looked over things in my notebook like 5 times and memorized the two maps we had to draw and re-read alll the chapters in the tb. *groans. yes i was up til like 1. tho i started at like..10? 10.30? geez geog's annoying. =.- lol
and i studied some more in skl! like during my free period and lunch. i was seriously paranoid okay. and then
after the test. i thot it was okay? like. i actually knew a lot more answers than i did on previous tests. especially for MCQ. den i heard ppl talking about it later and they all said that the mcq was killer/weird qns! AARGH. what if i got the entire thing wrong now..!
bleah.
story of my life.
and tmrw i've got a math and chem test.
yup.. and im still here.
smart gill.
haha
but i needed a break.. i've been studying for two hrs straight again.
i could never do that in s'pore okay. haha i seem less distracted here
mabbe it's got to do with my social life. ( or lack there-of. )haha
anyway we had some s'poreans over for dinner.
so nice!
my dad's PA has two nephews staying with his family hu just came from s'pore for a month.
sO.
it was nice to hear normal s'porean accents. haha
as in those hu haven't been influenced at all.
oh! and one of them was my age?
and i din realize how FAIR i've gotten until i compared!! like omg.
im WHITE. eeeee.
haha
aaanyway. i've got like 7 sections of chem to read b4 tmrw and it's alreadi midnite. ( go gill. ) lol
tata!
*oh! btw i dun think im going to japan after all. long story. anyway so my skl's offering all these summer programmes so i miiight end up going to Italy for two weeks instead! hahah. what a random change. i'll post e long story another time.*
thank you very much, now.
i had another revelation!!
haha
did u noe that daddy wasn't there to see mummy kissing santa claus cos he WAS santa??!
i din realize it till i heard that in the shopping centre. hahah
imean no one realli stops to think about these songs rite..
they're just *there. haha
rite anyway
xmas is offiiciallyyy hereee.
we've been putting up decor and stuff.
haha so funny my dad put up some lights outside yesterdae morning rite.
den he set it on a timer and we went out in the late evening.
den we only got back arnd midnite cos the shopping centre was abt an hour away.
so as we were driving thru our estate i realized that no one had their lights up and it was so boring ( but i realize now it might be cos it wAs midnite.. haha )
den i saw this blue tree! and i was like " hey look! there's one!! but it's only the blue tree that's lit up.. how weird.. "
den my dad pulled into the driveway and i realized it was our house HAHA!
omg so embarrassing okay.
i wonder how many ppl drove past and saw that horrendous attempt at decor. hhaha
anyway so today we're gonna go put up these reindeer that light up in our garden. yay.
i like reindeer.
haha
okay we're going to church soon so i shld be going.
byee!
merry christmas!! =))
*santa that's my only wish this year.
thank you very much, now.
"My Only Wish This Year"
Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.
Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it offIt just said this
I know exactly what
I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby (baby, yeah)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.) he'll be all my own in a big red bow
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa thats my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve
I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town
Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby (baby)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe (maybe maybe) we'll be all the love under the mistletoe
Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine(yeah yeah)
cause I have been so good this year.
Can't be alone under the mistletoe
He's all want and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me (hear me?)
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want. just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah)
santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well hes all I want just for me
underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.
thank you very much, now.
it's snowinnggg!!
so exciting!!
haha just as things got bad
it snowed! yay
it made my day. haha =PP
plus we've been putting up xmas decor so it's gotten me in my nice xmas mood. haha =))
oh! and not to mention my hour-long talk with val. hahah
aah i miss you all so much!
i just got the madagascar dvd! yeeees!! my all-time favorite movie of the year!! haha
i luv melman. heehee.
we're listening to an elvis presley xmas cd now.. =s
he sings slightly funny.
i-i-i-i'll ha-a-ave a-a bluuue. christmaaas. a-wi-i-i-th-out uuuu. hahaha =PP
okie my mum's bugging me to get back to helping her with e decor. lol
byee! =))
thank you very much, now.
omg im in LOVE
with the new harry potter movie!
haha
we went on sunday (me stephanie grace and nikki) but that theatre's kinda crappy.
so i might be going again to Uptown tmrw or smth with Adoree, Poesis and Christine.
GRINs
im excited!
haha
Uptown's like the 2 story cinema and the screen is like. HUGE.
haha
like u shld be able to tell vaguely the size by the whole two-story thing. haha
i mean i haven't seen it either. but i've heard.
and im excited!! haha
anyway moving right along
i LOVE thanksgiving too!
wahahah.
in exactly.. 18hrs and 50 mins i won't have to go to skl for 5 days!
AHH im so happy. heheh
ummsies.
what else what else..
oh we've started paradise lost in english..
and i am definitely lost alright.
but not really in paradise.
haha im lost in confusion.
i mean, how on earth does anyone come up with life morals from those poems? =s im just sitting there like stoning and nikki is the main contributor to e convy other than Ms Dunkley. haha and i have no clue what she's talking about.. so i just pretend to look knowledgable. haha!
so.
i think people think im a really quiet person.
i mean like i keep getting signs like they dun dare do anything potentially mean to me in case i break down and cry or smth. hahah
like for example. Grace and Stephanie and Nikki always try to scare each other?
den the other day Grace crept up behind me and Stephanie but only scared her. but later confessed that she was going to scare me but she felt bad. HAHA.
and Belle always hides the english ws's from Grace and Nikki but always gives me mine? lol
sigh. they prob think im like some kinda.. weirdo with no sense of humour. haha
oops. it's 8.30 i think i shld start my hw.
..soon.
haha
okie. byee!
thank you very much, now.
im baack~ from the boat.
haha =P
well to be honest, i kinda preferred last nite's dance actually.
tho it was on a boat tonite.haha
it was a realli nice boat tho. reeally big. way bigger than i expected.
if u watched spirited away
and those paper things flying out of a boat
yea! it looked like that.
it was awesome. lol
it was freezing tho. haha
we went up to the deck cos it ws e same dj as last nite and stuff so e music n' all was the same.
but it was freezing.
lol
i was kinda bored tho.. cos the dancing wasn't realli..well.
we weren't allowed to jump arnd.
haha cos the floor wasn't sturdy enuff for one and the vibrations made the music skip.
haha so yea. it was significantly more boring.
and i din get sea-sick! thank goodness it was a bigger boat.haha
but like some of the guys came to e party drunk =l freaky
they were like falling and stuff. bleah. and there were couples eeeverywhere.
haha like literally. there was one room which i think became the 'make out' room.
ewwy.
haha
anyway basically me and a couple of other ppl were just standing arnd
haha
and they were saying how annoyed they were that even tho this friend of ours has (dyed) green hair she still managed to find a guy and they (we) were all just standing there alone. haha but they looked cute together. haha
anyway not much happend la.
so that's just abt all.
I know there's something
in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the
look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love
but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven
turns too dark.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder
if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are
all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away
and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.
Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Listen to your heart,
mm-mmmmmm
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
thank you very much, now.
ooo.
i just came back frm another dance. -grins.
it was super fun!
i actually danced okay. haha much more than the last one too.
the dances here are just way more fun than e wans in singapore cos. ppl here actually dare to dance. haha! i mean like noone cares wat u look like here. so it's much easier. -nods
maiya HEE. maiya HOO. maiya HO. maiya HA-HA.
i luuUuuvv that song. hahaha
and i slow-danced to "because of u" with this girl in my geog class. hahah. it was 'uber' fun-ness.
lalala
and im going for another dance tmrw! haha
actually both today's and tommorrow's are 'combined' sweet 16th birthday parties la. so they're bigger.. like 2 or 3 girls share a party. so it's not AS ex. tho it must still be realli ex. (poor parents..) haha anyway tmrw's on a boat!!
cooolioos.
haha i dunno why i said i'd go tho. firstly, i dunno either of them veri well
secondly, i get sea sick?
why am i so stupid? =.- haha
but it just sounds funky cos...it's on a BOAT!! how many parties do u get to go to on a boat! haha
so i shall go jsut for the experience. and like. just to say i've been to party ON A BOAT. haha.. okay i think it's getting to my head.. lol
but anyway if i get too sick i'll just jump around to e music more so i dun feel it as much. HEh.
okieokie.
i should go now. ttfn!!
i shall leave u with the song "Because of You"
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
thank you very much, now.
HARRY POTTER!!!okok. well first of all.
lemme just say, don't expect too much. haha
i barely got any pics and no autographs. CRIES.
i shall start at e beginning. lol
well i forced my mum to wake up at 7 with me and we were supposed to leave by 7.30 so i was ready but she was late (as usual..hmph) so we left at 8 and got there around 8.30. sigh well anyway i was about e second person frm the front so i guess that wasn't tooo bad.. haha considering it started at 3pm my mum thot 8.30 was more than enough. i wanted to sleep overnight okay! pooey.. haha anyway so by 10.30 the crowd was like almost doubled. haha and there was barely any space to sit. well i mean some ppl sat but i din have any space so i just stood the entire time. haha the things i do..
and i was
freaking upset i didn't get an autograph okay. i was even tearing. ='(( haha dun laugh =.- anyway the photos were seriously impossible to take cos everyone at the back was pushing and shoving and the IDIOT girl somewhere behind me shoved her paper on top of mine JUST as Emma and Rupert were BOTH about to sign my paper!! i mean..HELLO. i wanna smack her. =.- but at least i managed to come like within an inch of them..but they din sign my paper!! *cries. i stood there for 7hrs in those reAlly painful boots and tiptoed for like another hour trying to get photos and they
didn't sign my paper!! i want to cry. lol anyway these are basically the blurry photos i managed to take. HAHA. like seriously blurry. some of them i couldn't even tell hu they were later heh heh
the theatre. tinnyyy dirty strange place for a premiere if u ask me..haha
setting up the red carpet
crowd at 10.30 lol
orange guy! haha ppl were screaming cos he was hot. hahah
nypd..
mugglenet ppl! lol
jamie
katie
katie
katie
last time. haha
rupert
emma
emma
extra blurry emma. haha
the second or third blurr fromt he left is Dan. hahah
the twins were hogged by the stupid press.. hmph.
blurry rupert. haha
the middle blur is supposed to be Neville..haha
a sliiightly clearer rupert. he's much cuter in real life!! serious! =DD hahah
vh1
billboard near times square.
thank you very much, now.
HAHA this is so weird.
im like listening to the perfect10 now hahah
as in on the internet la
u noe that live function? haha
so funny
just now arnd 5 it played the majulah
and i felt like i was waking up to go to skl again
lol!
im so amused.
anyway the radio here sucks
so i guess whenever i need new songs tolisten to i'll just listen to p10 haha
lalala.
thank you very much, now.
okay! i have officially nothing to write.
so i shall type out my enntiiree loongg macbeth poem that i made for eng. HEH.
i wonder how many ppl will actually bother.. lol
There once was a man named Macbeth,
whose achievements in battle were great,
Three witches he met, ugly and old,
and their promise for his future
turned his love into hate.
They named him "Thane of Glamis"
as he already was
but also "Thane of Cawdor" and
the king-to-be
of his wickedness, this was the cause.
A general of the Scottish army,
Banquo was with him too
The witches promised his sons to be kings
But of their promises
he did not think as true.
The rightful owner to the crown
Duncan was, indeed.
He heard of Macbeth's immense support
and proclaimed "Thane of Cawdor"
he was to be.
By this title, Macbeth did wonder,
the prophecies were right?
was he to be king?
Duncan's demise, he did ponder.
The older son,
the announced heir to the throne,
Malcom he was called
Jealously and anger overcame Macbeth,
without a doubt, he was enthralled.
He wrote a letter to Lady Macbeth
speaking of the news
She asked for malevolence
and not to be distressed
but instead, to be amused.
With Duncan's arrival
the castle seemed pleased.
While hidden beyong its strong-built walls
Lay this scheming and shameless deed.
"He must die," thought Lady Macbeth,
"Only then will you be king.
And just to ensure your kingdom and rule,
frame his sons for this very thing."
He soon returned to his wife
and assured the job was done,
Lady Macbeth showed no sign of guilt
but for Macbeth, it left him stunned.
The next morning, Macduff returned
to what would be called an eye-sore
he shouted down the castle halls
"Murder! on the second floor!"
The kings two sons,
Malcom and Donalbain
they had the right to rule
But people felt their avarice
had made their king a mule.
Away from there, the sons did flee
which added only to Macbeth's own glee
His only threat, his only foe
would now appear to be his friend,
Banquo.
He hired three men,
to hunt him down
And soon he was dead,
Banquo for the crown.
He killed a friend,
he never thought he'd stoop so low.
He was overcome with guilt,
that he mistook a friend, for his foe.
Lady Macbeth,
she was a different story,
For she felt no guilt,
no matter how gory.
He looked for the witches,
with hopes for more good word,
and without hesitation
believed them,
though their prophecies were absurd.
Now from here,
we leave Shakespeare's play
to end this story
a different way
Nothing more could frighten
Macbeth and his wife
For by this time they had seen
enough to last their lives
But once again they found themselves
within the witches lair
and trusted their guilty conscience
into their unique care
Then the three old ladies
(if you could call them that)
made them both a ghastly drink
with things like bits of bat
Skeptical of the drink,
the couple was at first
but if they did not find a cure
their conscience, for sure
would burst.
"What is it that you have put in this?
You have poisoned us, indeed!"
But all the witches did reply
was "Nothing,
you've poisoned yourselves with greed."
thank you very much, now.
Il etait un p'tit homme appele Guilleri Carabi
Il s'en fut a la chasse,
a la chasse aux perdrix Carabi Titi
Carabi totot
carabo compere Guilleri
Te lairas-tu,
te lairas-tu,
te lairas-tu mouri
Il s'en fut a la chasse,
a la chasse aux perdrix Carabi
Il monta sur un arbre pour voir ses chiens couri
Carabi Titi
toto carabo
compère Guilleri
Te lairas-tu, te lairas-tu, te lairas-tu mouri
haha we're singing this song in choir and it's been stuck in my head the entire day.
thank you very much, now.
..i am speechless beyond words right now..
my dad. is watching. POKER.
who watches poker on tv?!
omg..haha
sO random.
anywaay i barely did any work this weekend. i feel so guilty.
haha i just couldn't get myself to work even tho i tried.. lol
anyway i don't have very long i gtg bathe earli cos im falling sick..again. haha
so yea
and i've got 3 tests this week (tho it's a 3-day week..lol)
PLUS we're going to NY! grin.
can't fall sick for that.
haha
and im gonna do that detox thing man.
seriously im getting entirely fAt. ew.
i can't wait to start jazz dance!! haha
i think it's gonna be much more interesting than yoga (to say the very least..)
haha
k la i shld be going now
tata! =D
thank you very much, now.
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!
(this song has no relevance to deepavali btw. lol)
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called yellow.
So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all yellow.
Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.
I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all yellow,
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all yellow.
Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.
It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.
hulloohullo. i've been drawing so much anime this past week in skl that i've started imagining anime ppl in my head. :l..scary..hahah like during yoga my mind was kinda wandering off (as it usually does during yoga. haha) and i was thinking of frens in s'pore and for some reason i started imagining them with anime eyes..hair....mleep. haha tt's my new word btw. 'mleep'. haha
anyway so this coming tuesday is the OFFICIAL last day of yoga!!! u have NO idea how happy i am! haha it was supposed to be like last week tho. so annoying..cos all the team sports like soccer and all were let off just YOGA was left =.- geez. haha
and i was so happy cos i thot that yesterdae was the last lesson.. and it wasn't!!! aaah. *sulks.. haha but i think im juz gonna pon on tues la. pretend i din hear her...(lalala..) haha
anyway so actually today we got our new sports schedules in our 'mailboxes' in skl. (they're these little rectangular boxes with ur name on them in the lobby so if any teacher or student needs to pass u smth they can just put it in there.) and i actually got my first choice, personal fitness! u'd think i'd be happy rite? hahah but stupid me.. sigh well the whole long story. is that i actually put personal fitness as my first two choices (at diff times) and my third was pilates. den i realised i reeaallly didn't wanna do pilates. haha so i went to e office like last week to change my third choice to hip-hop/jazz dance. lol and i dunno y i din think of putting tt as first choice then..but i guess i was just so intent on making SURE i don't get pilates. haha=P anyway so this week i heard that it's kinda hard to get personal fitness cos juniors and seniors (11th and 12th graders) normally get priority. of cos, lucky me, i got it too. so today i had to go and change frm personal fitness to jazz dance again. HAHA i feel so bad for the admission's lady.. :l i apologized a couple of times to her. hhah but cos like so many of my frens are doing jazz dance now..and i was planning on taking it eventually anyway. so i din wanna join at a time when i din noe anywan in e class. and since jrs and snrs get priority i can always take personal fitness next year..?haha
oh! (random point here) my mum bought these really comfy bathroom robes. hhaha im wearing it now actually. tho i bathed like 2 and a half hrs ago. hahah.. i was wearing it before i bathed too lol=P anyway it's pink with a black cat on it.. she bought a blue one with a nice shoe tt would've fit my bathroom too. but i seriously couldn't imagine my sister wearing anything pink. haha so being nice, i took e pink one. anyway i was planning for my bedroom slippers to be fluffy and pink anyway. hahah so my sis'll take e fluffy blue ones lol.
oh!! and did u noe!! that "something wicked this way comes" as in the 'slogan' for HP and the PoA is from macbeth?! so cooool...haha i din noe and den we were going thru it in class and i was like.."heey..!!" haha
oh and u noe wat i uploaded onto my ipod? HAHA. u'll never guess hahah
the first half of the audio book for HP and the HBP heehee.. so now if im ever in a hp mood i can just listen to it.. lol
I CAN'T WAIT FOR 12TH OF NOV. =DD
we're goooinnngggg. eeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
hahah im gonna go stand there at like 7 or 9 in e morning ( as earli as my parents allow me) and wait for 4pm to come!!! then i can see tom felton!! and omggg. *faints. haha
im gonna go print out pictures before we go and i'll bring like 3 sharpee pens incase i lose 1 or 2. HEE. *excitedness.
haha anyway i guess i shld go. i've been trying to do some hw the entire day but i just can't think on fridays..!!
-sings. 500, 25 000, 600 minuuutes!
thank you very much, now.
-yawns. this's been a seriously loongg week.
we're finishing macbeth in english this week so we've got a project due next wed.
we had 4 choices;
-do normal presentation with posters etc. on Themes. (boorinngg..) haha
-a presentation with some kinda 3D mobile or whatever you wannt (boorinngg haha)
-a setting scene. as in she gives u 4 scenes and u can either draw/make a 'stage' setting for that scene. that's kinda cool. i was gonna do that initially.
buT
i chose to
- make a children's story book. include a couple of quotes from the book itself. complete with illustrations.
COOL sia. hahah but so much work man.
i decided to do it 'anime' style. haha
so i've been drawing yuki, kyo, ayame and hatsu haru today. haha=PP
so fun man.
but i really need to rush if it's due on wed =l sigh haha
today was mi mum's bday
we went to cheesecake factory again.
grooann.
i think all my 'running' has gone down the drain. haha
stupid restaurant..
i mean i had a salmon salad.
but SO much vinegar i couldn't force down anymore veges.. haha
so i had calamari!! grin. haha
and all sortsa other rubbish. bleah..
hokie hokie.
im going to fail all my subjects this term. haha
OH btw the first quarter was officially OVER on friday! WAHA.
only 11 more quarters before these 3 years are over! hahah..
okay anyway i guess im slowly starting to find people to talk to..
-touch wood. haha
k la i shld go do hw.
g'nite!!
xoxoxo hugs n' kisses
thank you very much, now.