im so angry! again.haha i seem to be in more bad moods nowadays.
but this time it's over a more trivial matter. lol
i dunno y, but i can't seem to take a decent photo!! -grrs. *frowns.
u shld see my military diplomat id!! no on second thot u shouldn't see.
im never showing it to ANYONE.hahah. my gosh it's freaking....
oh yes AND we got our ncs student ids today.....
i dun even wanna talk about it =.-
but i shall anyway. haha
it's so horrible!!!!!!!!!!!
i look retarded/half-asleep!!!
i knew i was gonna regret it..
i was kinda in a bad mood that day.
you noe those kinda moods where im just like " ughh i hate this. y am i here. i hate doing everything. i dun wanna do this. grr.." hahah yea!
like that. and i was in suuch a dun care, heck it mood. i din even bother to check my hair or reflection or anything. ....*dies.
i think tt pics even WORSE than e military one okay. if tt's possible.
shits la and i ordered pics okay!! anyway i heard tt there're retakes. so im DEFINITELY going for that. haha and i'll be sure to check my image this time. =.0
sigh i showed it to adoree and even she laughed at me! haha she said it doesn't look like me at all. bleaahh! dumb.. i hate taking pics. =.- lol
anyway so far, jap has actually been my fav sub..? *touch wood. haha i mean it's the most fun class, now. -grins. haha like today we played this card game that was sorta like snap. so we had to listen to wat she said n' find e card tt matched e word la. haha den we were grouped up and this guy in my group kept like making his hand hover over all the cards so we couldn't even see. haha den whenever my teacher said smth he'd just slap his hand down on any card and take it. hahah even tho like 50% of e time it was e wrong card. =.- lol he made me so confused!! but it was entertaining at least. haha =P
den she made me switch groups and i was with this guy one year older than me and another boy 3 years younger i think. yea the small boy was e best. ...pai seh. hahah.. the older guy din get tt many cards but it may have just been cos he was being nice and letting us take e cards whenever we tied. HAHA. anyway i kinda sucked at tt game. i seem to have slow reactions.. haha =P
and u noe what? im
behind in maths!!! noooooo.
im supposed to be relaxing a bittt.. istead im stressing out to go and read up my a maths book cos they've alreadi learnt some of e stuff we din learn yet before i left s'pore. waahhh... =((. sigh. what's wrong with this school? =.- it's e total opposite of what anyone would've expected. haha
hokie anyway tonight's the first nite i've finished before 11pm!! aahh. -grin. *claps for myself. haha okie im gonna take advantage of it and go sleep now. cos tmrw nite i'll prob be up reeaallly late cramming for geog. ..groan. g'nite! =))
thank you very much, now.
" Whan that Aprill with his shoures sote
The droghte of Marche hath perced to the rote
And bathed every veyne in swich licour
Of which vertu engendred is the flour
Whan Zephirus eek with his swete breeth
Inspired hath in every holt and heeth
The tendre croppes and the yonge sonne
Hath in the Ram his halfe cours y-ronne
And smale fowles maken melodye
That slepen al the night with open ye
So priketh hem Nature in hir corages
Than longen folk to goon on pilgrimages
and palmeres for to seken straunge strondes
To ferne halwes couthe in sondry londes
And specially, from every shires ende
Of Engelond to Caunterbury they wende,
The hold blisful martir for to seke
That hem hath holpen, what that they were seke. "
...( BIG question mark )
haha i have to memorise tt for lit! omg. i din even understand what tt meant the first time i read it. haha can't believe english used to be like tt = lol the "priketh hem" part always makes me laugh. hahaha
anyway tt was just the beginning of the caunterbury tales by chaucer. we're reading the whole prologue in middle english and (fortunately) reading the stories itself in the translated version. haha but still with reference to e middle english. i'll prob just cheat and read the translated version only tho. haha=P the middle eng will prob just confuse me even more. what aprill shoures droghte of marche hath smth. =.- haha
anyway jap is fun! hahah did u noe tt my chinese lim in jap means bush. HA. mabbe im related to the president. =P hee.
hokey pokey i'll update more later. i gtg for dinner and figure out how to work this japanese thing on microsoft word.. =\ ta!
thank you very much, now.
okay ultra short sentecnes cos i've loads of hw.
btw e last post was yesterdae, tuesday, NOW is wednesday.
dun mind i do point form
- jap class. songs. was okay. guys sounded kinda tuneless. haha.
- maths. i dun like the new terminology. stress. test of friday. graphs, functions. ew
- geog. did ultra badly for my test. dun ask. test on tues. ew.
- saw a pic of mr yap on ij website n' kinda burst out laughing. hahah.
- sleepy. getting big black bags under my eyes =((
- made us buy a big, huge, expensive (unnecessary) calculator which i dunno how to work properly.
- chem. sig figs are even more confusing here.
- english. starting chaucer friday.. =\ sigh. confusing
- OH found my jap book in st alban's in the end. turns out i left it on e bench when i was being chased out for e fire drill. lol went to ask e lost and found person but he said it wasn't turned in and " not many people here use pink striped notebooks. " hahaha.
k gtg finish work. haha tata
thank you very much, now.
geez this week isn't off to a good start for me. =TODAY.
well firstly i went for my second jap lesson. we were supposed to have a test today, which i spent majority of yesterday studying my butt off for. =.- until today, when she gave me the exact same paper for the test that she gave me to study yesterdae!! baaah!!! i was so annoyed. and i got all worked up and frustrated for nuthing and..blah. =.-
anyway she made us sing head shoulders knees and toes in japanese like 20 times. (with actions.. groan) den this funny song about a bunny hopping and making rice cakes? (question mark. haha) and a song abt the seasons. sigh
PLUS she's making us sing 2 of those 3 songs tmrw!! by ourselves!!! in front of e whole class!! omG. kill me pls. i can't even remember. well i think im okay with the head shoulders and etc after today. haha but i can't remember the tune of the seasons song, for the life of me. and im SOO irritated!!! i can't find my jap notebook!! i think i left it in my locker.. but i don't remember seeing it there!! shooots! what am i to doooo.. so tmrw i hafta go in earli earli to get my book and cram. =.- ggrr..
and my geog teacher..sigh. i miss mrs fam. haha tho i din always agree with her. at least she bothered to teach. this teacher.. i dunno how to say it but.. i dunno u just get the feeling tt she's really cold and she doesn't really answer ur questions veri well when u ask? as my advisor she's been ultra nice tho. she's realli confusing.. haha
oh and my jap class only has 2 girls. ..=.- haha the rest are all guys? um i think 3 or 4 7th graders, 2 9th graders, 1 10th grader and 1 junior guy. plus me and the other 9th grader girl. oommggg so embarrassiinnggg. (thinking abt tmrw..) today she made me do greetings with her in front of e class and like i got kinda confused cos i dun really understand wat she means? i mean i understand, technically.. but u noe how some ppl just react in weird ways and u dunno how ur supposed to respond and stuff. haha yes like that.
umm and for some strange reason, tho my throat got worse today, i was singing better during chorale. = hahah. i dunno y.. but tt seems to happen often. mabbe my voice needs to crack before i sing properly. haha.
oh and today after jap i was waiting for chorale to start ( jap finishes earlier than all other classes cos we start earlier, due to e 7th graders having to leaving earli. ) when suddenly this HORRIBLY loud, noise-polluting bell rang and it was just next to me. =.- i think tt was e cause of my ears being clogged the rest of the day. haha =P but anyway finally i found out it was a fire drill HAHA. cos the teachers in charge of chorale came out and recognised me and asked me to follow them la. so i did.. ( funnily enuff i left my bags and hw and everything there and took my phone with me.. hahah shows the importance of things, doesn't it ) yea anyway
i was really nervous at first.
cos my jap class is in st alban's. and so is chorale. so the fire drill went off in st albans la. so while i was walking there i was really self-conscious cos i was e only girl. =\ but i tried my best to look "confident" haha. =P but anyway was relieved to find a couple of ncs girls on e field too so i went to stand with them.
oh and u noe yesterdae, when me and emily (the 9th grader in my jap class) were walking back to ncs, this group of..6 guys? yea we were towards them across the field and just before they passed us one of them said to us " hey, my friend thinks you guys are really pretty, would u mind going out with him? " i just gave him a weird face HAHA and emily ignored them too. she said they looked like 6th graders. i think they mistook us for 6 or 7th graders too cos of my height. =(( sniff sniff.. haha i think i really do look immature for my age here tho. poofy.
um hokie pokie. i betta go try and find out what i can abt jap. sigh.
g'nite! =))
thank you very much, now.
ARGH
im SO IRRITATED it's not funny =.-
im having a seriously bad night and im in a seriously bad mood.
-grr..
and it doesn't help im falling sick!
im gg to sleep and just going to fail my jap test tmrw and get this horrible night over with.
thank you very much, now.
sniff. sad pic.. haha =P
thank you very much, now.
miya-hee, miya-hoo, miya-ho, miya ha-ha.
vrei sa pleci dar numa, numa iei,
numa numa iei, numa numa numa iei,
chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
mi amintesc de ochii tai.
NUMA NUMA IEI!!
hahah.. i luve tt song =P
okie anyway i just came back frm an american dance. ...*bad images come to mind.
haha it was certainly.. shocking =\ to say the least haha
u noe the kinda dancing u see on tv? like e girls putting their butts in e guys lap and e guys hand on their hips and doing "suggestive" dancing? yea. picture tt times 50. haha so many ppl were doing tt!! my god i was so disgusted.. haha
oh and there were guys walking arnd without shirtsss..eeeeeewww.
SO GROSS. haha sweaty, disgusting.. *shudders. and it was sooo hot so there was bo smell everywhere =\ haha and the sweaty topless guys just push their way thru e crowd so i got a lot of sweat on meee.. -grimaces. eeeeeeww... i was like " oh my god " -ing to myself most of e time. hahaha.. and pls i was like one of e most covered up ppl. =.- everyone was wearing tubes, spag straps, racer backs.. etc. sheesh. haha i was just wearing an almost sleeveless shirt, showing a bit of shoulders and jeans =.- haha oh well. i guess it was okay. and i danced more than i would've danced in s'pore. haha i guess it's easier cos u see everyone there dancing and no wan's self-conscious as they are at home. haha
oh and the mosh pit... sigh haha we were walking arnd e gym trying to find ppl and we went so far front that during one of e faster songs i was stuck in a mosh piit. -sobs. poor me. haha i was like " OWwUChh. =.- " cos this guy punched me in e back with his elbow and pushed me. haha but it wasn't his fault, i mean it was.. but i mean everywan was doing tt but i was just like ugh. get me outta here. haha
oh and before that we were stuck next to this group of guys too and they were so noisy and they were pushing and everything that one of e guys fell to e floor and landed at my feet, just missing me and adoree. =\... haha one of e teachers had to come pick him up =s lol
seriously need to chill a bit.. haha
eee i still feel really gross from all e sweaty ppl and there's this image PLANTED into my mind of these shirtless ppl walking arnd all sweaty..eeewww... *shudders. haha
and back to the clothes thing, i never would have thought they'd wear those kinda things. = haha like tt girl hu showed me down to e sports centre? she was wearing this black thing but it was like, showing her *rather colourful. lol* bra and her tummy. =\ haha ewwie.
and i saw this guy dancing with this girl and she suddenly screamed cos he kinda pushed her skirt up abit. eewew. im so grossed out okay.. but i gues it's her fault too for wearing such a short skirt =.- haha and yea i saw ppl kissing....coff. im sorry but i couldn't help staring. HAHA it was kinda i dunno.. never see ppl our age kissing rite? i mean not soopenly and stuff.. hahah..
basically it was just
really like tv. haha and i was kinda pulled outta e shell i've been living in in ij. haha more like yanked out of it. =\
thank you very much, now.
heey i haven't been online in a couple of days. haha even now im squeezing in time cos my parents are having a party so im just online for a couple of mins before everyone arrives.
anyway ncs is seriously stressful =\ it's really diff. the workload is SOO heavy. i've been sleeping at like 1 or 1.30 every night!! my gosh im realli half dead. even in s'pore hw wasn't so much. normally back home i'd finish everything quite quickly and still have time to watch at least half an hour of tv before 12. =\ bleah.
well anyway the choir here isn't really tt good. i mean. the singers are good. really. very. haha but i dunno. mabbe im biased towards ij. hehe. =))
OH and biiig piece of news. haha
u'll never believe this but..
i dropped french!!!!yay!! hahah
and another thing, u'll never guess what im taking in lieu of it. haha japanese! -grin. can u imagine. me. japanese. -sniggers. how amusing. haha
anyway i actually was looking at chinese, since i plan to work/live in s'pore/asia eventually anyway. but e chinese here is diff they learn e longer version n' if i did i'd have to go to e skl 20mins away everyday and drop chorale so i guess tt was outta e qn. so i took e next best thing which was jap. -grins!! im so happy. i still can't believe my mum finally let me stop french! haha anyway i figured jap would be "funner" to study since i can always read anime.. haha. i mean of cos tt's not all la but u noe how they say reading makes it easier to pick up. hee!!
ooh anyway i hear the guests. gtg
takkair!! i wanna sleep earli tonight too.. haha
tmrw there's this lock-in thing at skl which is tt sleepover thing i mentioned a few weeks ago. anyway i guess it sounds quite fun la. and saturday there's a dance for ncs and st alban's (which is e brother skl) and so far it looks like im gg. =\ haha dunno wat im gonna do there but ya. haha and sunday there's a dinner with the chorale.. hm.
i said bye already didn't i? haha kk cyaa
thank you very much, now.
does anyone else see the irony in me coming here and finding myself more stressed then i ever remember being when most people normally go overseas to get away from a stressful singapore environment? =.-
thank you very much, now.
hulloo. sigh can u belive tmrw (monday) is only the 4 academic day of school. and im having tests!! wth. =(( i dun like being stressed. =\ haha i haven't even adjusted yet, pls! i (or rather my dad bought it for me haha ) had to buy a new calculator too! so tt means i'm gonna be taking a long time to learn how to re-use this calculator.. bleaah!
and do u noe they still use pencils? =.- sheesh. haha as in i did my maths hw in my maths workbook so i used pen la den e teacher walked arnd and saw myppr and asked if i always did it in pen then i said ya usually. so she asked me to change to pencil ifi didn't mind.. actually i do mind, kinda. haha but i can't tell her tt rite. =P but pencils are soo.. i dunno. i find pens more comforting doing exams. call it a weird mentality. haha =P
plus my calculator's always been a relaxing thing to look at during exams cos i decorating it with my name and stuff so it just brings back memories and calms u down during the exam cos u've been thru stuff together like maths lessons den u dun feel so alone. hahaha i noe emotional attachment to inanimate objects. but still..
and actually they're learnt a lot of stuff in 8th grade before.. so i think im laggin in certain areas. =s i dunno la. they just learn totally diff things at totally diff times. so yesterdae i had to get my dad to teach me a couple of things. lalala
anyway i gtg study now. -sigh.
bye!
thank you very much, now.
But I know a place where we can go
And was away this sin
We’ll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the windJ
ust lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair spill all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
Who knows how long this will last
Now we’ve come so far, so fast
But, somewhere back there in the dust
That same small town in each of us
I need to remember this
So baby give me just one kiss
And let me take a long last look
Before we say good bye
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
im happy today!! u noe whyyy?? haha
i had a mrs field's cookie!!! yaaayy. hahah i luvv mrs field's =P
rite anyway haha in terms of skl today was better too.
i think e fact tt i din have french lesson today helped a lot. HAHA.
anyway so i went to do some hw during lunch period, waiting for the lines to shorten and stuff ( imagine tt? me. doing hw. in skl? for nothing? weird. ) so i went downstairs like 5 mins before it ended haha
and i was too lazy to get a plate and cutlery so i just took a piece of bread and put it on the palm of my hand den used e tongs to spread this piece of roast beef on it and then a piece of cheese and slapped another piece of bread on top. haha. ppl must've thot im weird =P but hu cares. haha
anyway so after tt i din have anymore lessons cos french is always my last lesson of the day so i just sat at my locker doing geog and then this girl named poeses ( i think tt's how u spell it.. think she's spanish or smth ) sat down next to me and started doing work too den her fren samara ( yes, samara. as in frm the ring. = ) came and they started talking den eventually, somehow, i was in e convy too haha cos they were sitting like a foot away frm me.. hard not to overhear rite? haha yea then Tara and Adore came and sat down too. lol Adore's really funny. she came in and said " hey, what kind of asian food do u all like? " so poeses was like " umm.. i dunno..? sushi? " so Adore was like " good! u wanna come to this asian club meeting?" and we all asked when and she said she din noe cos she hadn't organised it yet. hahaha.. basically she's trying to start an asian club la. so she was recruiting ppl u hafta have at least 8 supporters. lol so yea she made me sign and eventually got them to sign too tho they're not asian haha =P just for the sushi. lol oh yea then later we were just sitting arnd and i was looking thru my neoprints, sorting them out and trying to figure how and where to put them in my locker? den tara saw and asked if she could see so then everyone started looking thru my neos. = haha so they may know some of ur faces now. =P lol
they saw a pic of me and ning doing a "ring" impression with our hair everywhere and poeses was like " hey samara, it's u. " haha yea oh yea and adore randomly said " do u guys wanna noe smth weird about me? " so we were all like " what? " and she said " i have a deformed finger. *sticks up her second finger* i think it's cos of the violin strings " ( she's a reaally really really good violinist. im never telling her i play too haha ) haha so we all burst out laughing and it felt really good cos i haven't laughed with frens like that in aages. =\ haha
so i hope i'll settle down soon. too bad i dun have any classes with poeses other than yoga and tara and adore are only in my chem class and samara's in my.....i forgot which class. haha but anyway at least im getting to noe ppl now. haha
lalala. im actually looking forward to yoga. haha the room looks nice and bright and friendly. -grins. unlike the woodley building which looks so gloomy and depressing ( doesn't help tt french's in tt building either.. lol )
oh and i guess there are a few asians around. i noe of 1 junior asian ( jillian voon) 1 senior hu's name i forget but i noe she's quite pretty and has a funky hairdo haha and there's this girl in my level ( other than adore ) named catherine..? i think.. catherine Lu. i always get so happy and excited when i chance upon asians. -grin. haha
oh and i dunno why geog always brings up e topic of asia or singapore and is ALWAYS e period that makes me wanna cry e most. haha cos today we were looking at cartographic maps ( i dunno how many things they wanna noe about maps, seriously.. lol ) and then even singapore was on it!! *happiness. haha i was so excited. lol =P
hokey pokey anyway THE WEEKEND's HERE! it's been a teeerrrribllyyy loooooooooooooooong week. =.- haha im not looking forward to monday. sigh. i've got tests alreadi! sheesh. no joke man. haha
anyway i think dinner's ready. tata! =))
thank you very much, now.
sigh. today was -kinda- better.
i guess.
basically i just walked frm class to class and saw some familiar faces in most of the classes (thnk goodness) but i can't say tt made much of a diff since most of them have their own frens alreadi anyway so i dun really talk? beaah. haha chem was the best (socially) overall tho. this girl named .. um. .. ah.. oh Adore! yes yes haha i dunno why i keep having trouble remembering her name.. anyway she was my lab partner. i thot i was gonna be a last to get one actually haha but i think it was cos all her frens din have e same chem period as her so she was sorta in e same boat as me. anyway we did this really weird lab experiment which i shan't even bother to explain.. lol
okay i got to skl earli todae to put all my books in my locker. i later found out this was useless cos i had to bring back all my books anyway to do hw and read up on chapters.. =.- groan. haha i only have like 4 or 5 of the skinnier books left in my locker =\ and im reaally really tired frm walking up and down everywhere.. sigh. haha yes yes lazy butt me. lol
you noe i thot i had it rough in skl in s'pore.. but i kinda think things here in this skl is harder. = maybe it's just cos i'm new.. but then again i dun think so.. i mean first day in s'pore we never had hw for every sub. here i do? plus the homework here is more stressing cos they have the same schedule everyday. so everyday u have all the lessons ur taking. so tt means u have to finish all ur hw that day!! mygosh. help me la.
oh and um i nearly cried during geog this morning.. =\ stupid reason haha becos she asked us to go arnd e class and say our names and then tell her our fav place since it is geog. well anyway all was fine til it came to my turn and i was like " I'm gillian and i'd still have to say my fav place is singapore " and then i was thinking like "...sob!! " lol and e teacher said " oh yea cos u just moved here rite? " then i said yea and i felt e tears in my eyes haha but thnk god she moved on and ppl weren't looking at me alreadi.
it's weird to be in a skl with all ang mos.. i feel so.. different? some of them can't even understand my accent.beah. anyway i was noticing my maths teacher today..and she seemed really nice but really like diff too. i miss ij teachers.
oh yea and after skl i went to look at the gym so tmrw i could find my way to yoga. OMG. it's really really HUGE. it's nothing like how i imagined it. haha it's like 3 or 4 levels and e so called " surface area" of each level is like the football field+e tennis courts above it! omgawsh. haha when we were walking down there ( this girl named...adriyana? ...no tt's not it.. i forgot her name but anyway she offered to show me down there. lol ) she asked if i'd seen it before so when i said no she was like " girl, get ready to be surprised. the gym is the shit!! " hahah i thot they only used phrases like tt in american movies but apparently not. anyway she seems to act the most normally around me. like she doesn't try as hard to talk to me as the others. she's been in my shoes before actually. she told me she came back frm europe some time ago and everywhere here seemed really ignorant and they were asking her " do they have macdonald's in europe? " hahah groan. and she introduced me to her fren um James i think haha frm st alban's. he had that kinda curly curly hair u see in e movies.strange how these things ( inclubing all e bimbos and all.. ) seem so normal. it's like living in a movie =s haha
anyway i reaaalllyyyyy misss singapoooree. I wanna go hooomee.
and as if i wasn't feeling home sick enuff. do u noe what they had for lunch?! bryani!!!! ( briani?) and i wasn't even yellow! geez.haha it was white! it just tasted like failed bryani (?) tt was just a bit harder and clumpier.. groan. plus they had this corn thing tt looked like smth asian and i thot it was tofu? but it turned out to be chicken.. =\ haha they had all this asian food for some reason.. lol
and during my free period i was
sooo tempted to sms
someone in s'pore. but it was like 9am which is s'pore 9pm and i din noe whether anywan was awake ( ahemahem ) haha and i din noe if i'd get a reply anyway so i din. so i sat there reading my little book like a little loner. ...bleah.
anyway i shall leave off with a few wise words frm michael buble. loL
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm,
I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m doneI gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be allright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home
thank you very much, now.
-work in progress-
btw sorry abt e skin.. i was working on it halfway and got tired of looking at e screen haha so i shall continue tmrw. hehe
[[first day of skl]]
aaahhh. now i noe how u felt when u first changed skl prem.
I really miss ij!!! to bits!!!
i hated walking around and not being able to see any familiar faces, not even the teachers! crap la. in ij it just felt like u knew everyone cos like u see everyone everywhere but here i was like wandering around and i din noe anyone.. =.- and lotsa ppl were staring at me weirdly. sigh
anyway todae din start off so well, to begin with. =\ well first of all i got to skl and i went to the canteen where i was told to go. so i got my nametag and everything and i had to wait for margaret (president of my level) cos she was supposed to come show me arnd. so while i was waiting the other new 10th grader hadn't come so i was with all the new 9th graders and i felt so awkward cos they all alreadi seemed to noe one another.. =\ most of them are "new" as in they came frm the middle skl to high skl "new". sigh. so when she finally came i was soo happy to see somewan i (kinda) knew. i met her tt day at the mall with the rest of them. anyway so she took me across the street to where my homeroom is and that is when i found out that no wan i met tt day is in my homeroom. yup. no one. just my luck. =.- and she only knew 1 girl frm my class so i was thinking "...ookaay.." lol well ya so when i got there i found my teacher standing outside with a couple of other girls in my class cos the aircon wasn't working so we waited for e whole class before we went to the cathedral ( btw tt din take long cos there're only 8 girls in my class. HAHA ) yea so anyway at the entrance of the cathedral ms caito ( my homeroom/geog teacher ) asked margaret's fren to show me where the 10th graders normally sit la. so i was following her when she stopped to talk to her friend. so i just waited for her la. den i noticed aunty jo ( the s'porean lady who's house we took over ) sitting nearby so she came out to talk to me. then i noticed tt e girl ( martha ) was leaving and walking to the front so i sorta said tt i was supposed to be following her but i think i was talking too softly again or smth lol so she kinda left without me and i couldn't find her there ( there were SoOo many ppl i was totally lost ) so i went back outside to where i saw my mum earlier, just praying she was there. and she was!! yay *claps. i was freaking relieved. haha anyway at that point alreadi i was feeling really sad and helpless and etcetc but luckily amy's mum (who was showing my mum arnd) was there and she asked if i was okay so i told her i lost the girl i was supposed to be following. lol so she helped me find my way back to e 10th graders and i saw a couple of e girls i met tt day and they were really nice they were trying to help me find a seat. and then margaret popped up again (she left earlier back for her homeroom) so i sat with her at the side cos there weren't any other seats left in e normal place. sigh. i wanted to die already. maybe i'm overreacting but uugh! why can't they have masses like ij where u just sit on the floor and even if ur late u just sit with another class at the back. =.- lol
anyway! so then after tt they raised e flag ( the song was really high-pitched btw. haha i mean like really. everyone had to sing a couple of notes lower. lol =P not including me tho. i din even noe the words so i wasn't singing. haha! ) theen.. after tt margaret showed me arnd e skl a bit like to my locker and the -ahem. student lounge. =\ haha tt's new this year. the lounge. it's quite nice really. haha they were talking about smuggling a tv up there and locking it in a cabinet. lol
anyway i have a free period everyday except tues and thurs when i have chorale. so i guess i can go there and study. it's really cool tho cos they allow u to use ur hps in skl. haha like between classes if u wan. (but tt's only like 5 mins?) but yaay happiness. so i can call somewan if i ever get like lost or lonely or bored or smth. haha and they said we can use ipods during free periods or wat. =\ my gosh. haha like he said " if ur writing an essay and u think tt listening to some music will make u write better, by all means go ahead. just as long as ur not disturbing the class or anyone " wahaha. the only problem is now i don't have an ipod =\ hahah. oh wells.
Oooooooh i din mention about this girl in my homeroom!! sheesh. well she's quite pretty la.. okay~okay... not extremely pretty, but pretty. haha well she seems a bit..... "mean-girls-popular-ish" if u noe what i mean. lol i dunno she was looking at me like i was some kinda weirdo (im not!) and then after the mass she was standing in front of me so i kinda half-smiled at her and she rolled her eyes at me!!!!! i was like wth?? what'd i do??? =\ sniffsniff.
well anyway the rest of the day was pretty uneventful. just followed some ppl arnd like a little puppy dog cos i had no where else to go ( i hAATE doing that!!) anyway eventually they weren't really talking to me so i got kinda tired of just standing there listening to their convy so when my mum called i left e room, talking to my mum. and i din go back -grins! haha my mum called to say she'd pick me up in half an hour so i had no intention of staying to force myself on them anymore so i decided to go find all my classrooms since lessons started tmrw. lol i was quite stupid tho. instead of finding the ones in the building i was in, i walked across the street to my homeroom and french and chem classes and found those, and then i realised i din find my maths and eng classes so i had to walk back to e other building.. haha actually the skl's not that confusing.. i walked around it quite a lot so i think i shld be okay? i hope.. haha the only places left i don't know is the yoga room which is in the sports hall somewhere down the street and the chorale room which is in st alban's, the brother skl next door. and chorale starts tmrw! crappies. thnk goodness it's after skl tho. tues and thurs it's during skl hrs. *phew. so tmrw during lunch im gonna go look for e guy and hopefully he'll tell me where to go and stuff.. as for the yoga.. i haven't worked out what to do yet.. haha but i guess i'll try to find somewan else doing yoga or ask a teacher or smth. sigh.
altogether i guess it wasn't a great first day.. but it was okay i guess. better than i expected. haha =P i thot they'd be kinda. racist or smth but they were all mostly okay. the only one i din realli like was the rolling eyes girl. =\ i dun even remember her name and she's rolling her eyes at me =.- sheesh. lol
anyway i hope skl's better tmrw. i was hoping tt once lessons start proper i could just like walk arnd on my own and i wouldn't be so lost cos i'd have actual places to go. and hopefully i'll just meet frens along the way. might help my studies if i din talk in class anyway. =P hehe.
k den. my wrists are starting to go numb frm typing so much. haha
byee! tc =))
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sorry prem, ripped it off ur blog. lol
but yay! ij! haha
CHIJYou scream for your school at any opportunity and
for some strange reason you love your school to
no end. You wear your belt so low that ACS boys' pants would be considered high (yeah.
oh.. my..god)
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Like sailing on a sailing ship to nowhere
Love took over my heart like an ocean breeze
As seagulls fly I knew that I was losing
Love was washed away with the drifting tide
Oh it's a dirty old shame
When all you get from love is a love song
That's got you laying up nights
Just waiting for the music to start
It's such a dirty old shame
When you got to take the blame for a love song
Because the best love songs are written
With a broken heart
And now the tears in my eyes are ever blinding
The future that lies before me I cannot see
Although tomorrow I know the sun is rising
Lighting up the world for everyone, but not for me
Oh it's a dirty old shame
When all you get from love is a love song
That's got you laying up nights
Just waiting for the music to start
It's such a dirty old shame
When you got to take the blame for a love song
Because the best love songs are written
With a broken heart
school's tmrw!! aaahh. thnk goodness there're nolessons just yet. but im gonna meet loads of new ppl and they're gonna be asking me qns and. ew. haha i don't like being the new girl =oh and i downloaded this game maplestory. sigh. haha not tt i minded downloading it. it looks interesting. but the process. baah. lol well first it took 5 hrs to download. and then i tried to start it and it said there was a problem? so i went to e faq and i did wat it said and i did how many things and tried everything, the com hung and i restarted and THEN. i realised that at the beginning of the downloading, i accidentally pressed open, instead of save. aaaggh. so i had to go and download it again. lol so im here waiting.. another 5 hrs.. lol sigh. it better work this time or im gonna pull out my hair. =.- (not literally. ha-ha)
anyway i can't wait for christmas. hehe.
oh! and my room is almost done. like 95%. now i just need to put up all e photos and it'll be done. -grin. it's e most complete room in e whole house. haha cos we had to get it done before skl.
[[ nicky, joy and sam : i put up the star lamp thingy i got frm hawaii! -grins. haha oh and the monkey ya'll gave me for my birthday. thnkies! lol ]] hmm the star lamp looks nice. haha my mum commented it would be great for christmas.. =\ sigh. lol
oh and i got disposable contacts instead. i dunno what's wrong tho.. is it the way i put it in?? so weird. cos sometimes it gives problems and sometimes it doesn't. like one eye ( the left one mostly ) feels blurry and uncomfortable.. but after awhile it goes away. den when i blink somemore it comes back...=\ weird. lol
anyway gonna do some maths. getting scared liao haha byebye!
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waahh.. i burnt my thumb while trying to fry an egg. =(
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ohnoo school's starting in 2 days.. =\ gettin nervous. my maths is really failing me.. haha
and i just found out that.. they don't normally lock their lockers..? isn't that.. strange.. haha isn't tt y it's called a
locker. anyway i guess it's e same theory as in ij. we didn't need lockers cos we just shoved everything under our desks and left it there for eternity. haha
oh yea i found fruits basket here. at one shop it's 10us. and this other shop it just came out so there was a sale for about 7.99 which is e same as s'pore, except this is us bucks. =s beaah. and whatever happened to young guns..? i dun see it arnd anymore.. =oh yea tues's first day of skl and there's supposed to be some mass in the cathedral first and parents are invited and they're supposed to be introduing the new students. crap. tt's me. how embarrassing. but luckily there're lik 91 new students all together so i prob wun stand out tt much..i hope..other than the fact tt i am asian. =.- lol
rite anyway our tv's currently not working..sigh. we have one news channel and another channel tt plays random things.. haha like occasionally movies or mad tv. but it's all fuzzy and looks like it's breaking up. can't wait for direct tv to come. beaah. supposed to have channels all over the world so for all u noe i could be watching pck or under one roof. haha! oh the irony of it all..
oh yea i watched the brother's grimm the other day um wed or thurs i think. it was quite nice.. but u shld brush up on ur fairytales before u go.. i was seriously confused. haha my mum too. i din even noe some of e fairytale things tt happened and things were moving so fast ( and i suppose it din help i wasn't wearing my contacts ) in the end i only got the main gist of the story but din get any of e details. lol i can't wait to watch corpse bride!!
ohkay im gonna go watch peter pan now. lol
*thanks samiraa! =))*
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When the world is darker than I can understand.
When nothing turns out the way I planned.
When the sky turns grey and there's no end in sight.
When I can't sleep through the lonely night.
I turn to you.
Like a flower leaning toward the sun.
I turn to you.
'Cos you're the only one.
Who can turn me around when I'm upside down.
I turn to you.
When my insides are wracked with anxiety.
You have the touch that will quiet me.
You lift my spirit.
You melt the ice.
When I need inspiration, when I need advice.
I turn to you.
Like a flower leaning toward the sun.
I turn to you.
'Cos you're the only one.
Who can turn me around when I'm upside down.
I turn to you.
Where would I be? What would I do?
If you'd never helped me through.
I hope someday if you've lost your way.
You could turn to me like I turn to you.
I turn to you.
Like a flower leaning toward the sun.
I turn to you.
'Cos you're the only one.
Who can turn me around when I'm upside down.
I turn to you.
I turn to you.
When fear tells me to turn around.
I turn to you.
'Cos you're the only one.
Who can turn me around when I'm upside down.
I turn to you.
thank you very much, now.