*SCREAMS
guess what!!! hahaha
guess where we mIGHT be going to on the 12th of november!!
guess!! guess!!!!
u'll never guess!
haha
we may be going to NY to see the Harry Potter GoF Premiere!!!!!!
*SHRIEKS.
hahah im freaking excited!!!!!
I HOPE WE GO I HOPE WE GO.
i will CRY IF WE DON'T!!!!!!!
TOM FELTON here i comeeee!! hehe!!!!
i hope we go!!!!!!!
i'll pray extra hard. that i get a picture (mabe. haha) and autograph!!! IF I DO I PROMISE I'LL BE HAPPY HERE AT NCS AND I'LL TRY HARDER TO TALK MORE AND I'LL WORK HARDER. plllleaaaaaaaaseeeee!!!!!!!!! i wanna go SOooOOOOoooo baaaddd!!! hahah
thank you very much, now.
grrr
i am going to be a loner for the rest of my time here.
seriously! i can't stand it okay.
i can't talk to anyone. and it's like.. i dunno, i just can't TALK to anyone!! =.-
the closest i got to talking normally to somewan was to poeasis (still dunno how to spell her name..haha) but she's onli in my yoga class? soon to be in none of my classes cos she's taking modern dance and im not. ( im either doing personal fitness or jazz dance. =l..haha) anyway yea. so.
loner.
=.- lol
and choir.
SUCKS.
i really never thot i'd ever hear myself saying that. but i can't stand this choir!!! everything they do is sO disorganized. and their 'learning' songs isn't even called learning. it's more like what ms tham would call drilling to the extreme combined with sight-singing. they just do it over and over again. and it's just so..!! *arrgh!* i can't stand it okay! i dun like mr hutto either! he's just soooo. =.-grrrrr. and some of the freshmen are just soo unfriendly. no matter how much i try to talk to them and start e convy they just stay in their clique and it doesn't help tt im e only sophmore in sop...ugh. im gonna quit next year and i seriously
can't wait.
poooof. i knew i din wanna join choir here! =.- y i still put it down i have no idea. hmph..
i've been in such a pissed off mood these past couple of days. i'd rather just keep to myself if my alternative is to embarrass myself or force myself on these choir ppl. shEEsh.
and really a lot of these ppl.. they just.. i dunno.. they can be really arrogant. my only 'real' friends seem to be in my japanese class. im so GLAD i changed from french to japanese. serious! i dunno wat kinda even mOre depressed state i'd be in if i was still in that class. japanese is like the best class of my entire day other than free period. lol
i do NOT want to go to uni here. =.- if i could i'd go back to NUS but i dun think i can since i'll be coming out of an american high skl. which totally sucks!! i shld have just stayed in s'pore!! *grr.
im never giving anyone here my blog add man. haha
i'd have no where to go to vent my anger anymore lol
hokie i gtg do hw. sigh
tata!
thank you very much, now.
waha
i just had a veeeryyy loong and nice chat with prem on the phone. hahah =DD
sorry if it ran up like a huuge bill haha i'll pay for some if u like lol
miss you loadds!!
and hopefully i'll be here when u come to D.C. haha but anyway i'll be in s'pore in july even if ur here in june and im in japan. lol
so weird. i feel we've 'matured' hahah in the sense that in p6 which was onlylike 3 or 4 years ago we were getting all excited to meet up on our own for the first time without our parents. haha and now we're arranging to meet around the world! hahah..
okay random point. lol
dumdeedum. anyway it felt realli good to laugh again hahah i haven't laughed properly with frens in dunno how long =.- lol people here dun laugh as much.. well they do.but the ppl i mix with dun. but the people who do are the noisier group and a bit rowdy which i dun realli fit into. haha but oh well!
im so bored. but i've a geog test tmrw so i gtg finish my hw before we go out. sigh
cya!!
thank you very much, now.
nooo rachel i dun have much free time. haha
i just changed it cos i dun wan ppl *ahem*
tell mie that ive become bimbotic. =.-
cos im not!! haha
lalala. anyway i just moved back into our house cos the parents came back today
=l to be perfectly honest i kinda miss the australin da's house.haha
it was sooo nicee.. and i liked having the tv in my room! *pouts. and chilling and doing whatever i want (while still managing to finish my hw mind u :D lol) w/o som1nagging. haha
anyway i gtg read macbeth.. groan..
tata
thank you very much, now.
finnee!
i changed my skin. hmph. haha it wasn't thaat bimbotic okay. *sticks out tongue.
it was meant to be humorous! pfft
haha
anyway i had to use the photos i alreadi had inphotobucket so these neos were from like a year or two or more agoo.. haha
so dun be insulted if u dun see urpic there. it's just that most of my pics are in e com in s'pore which my
sister has yet to send me. *coffcoffs. lol
and this song has been haunting me since ppl started singing it in skl =.- lol
as in ij
anyway i gtg do some geog and stuff
tata!
thank you very much, now.
okay this blogskin probably seems a bitt...
bimbotic.
well for me at least. haha
but i just thot it was funny cos ppl are always teasing me about "ironing" my hair =.- groan. haha=PP
thank you very much, now.
find me here
speak to me
i want to feel you
i need to hear you
you are the light
that is leading me
to the place where
i find peace again
you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything
and how can i
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
you calm the storms
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
would you take me deeper now
'cause you're all i want
you are all i need
you are everything
everything
thank you very much, now.
okie i've moved into this austrlian DA's house for like the next 9 days or so cos my parents abandoned me here and went to Texas or somewhere for a trip. =.- sheesh. haha
but anyway so last nite was my first nite la. it was okay i guess. i looked ridiculous okay. haha i had dunno how many bags. =.- i look like im moving in here for 10 months rather than 10 days. haha like im going to college la. my mum even bought me "comfort food" : haha like u noe those wang wang biscuist. haha and fishball noodles to heat up in e microwave, har gow (sp?).. sigh so embarrassing. haha i walked into e house yesterdae and she saw all my bags and was like " and how long do u think u're moving in here for? " hahah..
so today was my first day gg to skl. it was okay la. cos Jeff ( Camilla's his wife. their both helpers. or what s'poreans call maids. and their philippino! -grins. haha ) walked me to skl or else i would've gotten lost. and den stupid me, thot i'd be able to walk back by myself (stupid gill..) so itold him he din need to pick mi up la i could try walking back myself. haha dEn. i walked around for like and HOUR okay. 1 hour!! with this dunno how heavy bag and books. wat's worse my stupid skl bag's a sling bag. ugh dumb gill.. haha anyway so yea i was wandering around the streets. sigh i actually got like halfway there okay. den i dunno y i thot i was wrong, i just went back and called the house and they had to come pick me up in e car....*embarrassed* haha well at least i noe e way back now. but i think he's gonna walk me to skl every morning cos it's quite dark even around 7+ now cos it's going into fall. yeaa when i (finally) got home this evening i just went to lie on my bed for like almost and hour and was like "ooh my gosh. this feels so good " haha seriously my arms were dyingg. stupid algebra book so heavy. =.- lol
k la. i guess i should go do my maths now. sigh.
im DYING with english here okay. sheesh. it's seriously sO tough!! im so pissed with my fan fiction paper too! i only got a B+/B =.- hmphie..fine..so now i have to go brush up on my grammar and stuff which is weird cos i always thot my grammar was like e better part of my eng. ha-rrumph!! *frowns.
okok so now im really going back to my room. haha but i'll prob still be distracted cos there's a tv and i've found cartoon network, disney channel and mtv. HAHA. =))
see you!!
-muaahh. =)
thank you very much, now.
hulloo!
yesterday (saturday) was a good day. -grins. lol
well i mean other than e fact tt it was raining..again. haha but anyway we went to watch a football match too. as in american football. not soccer. i was totally utterly and uberly confused at first. haha my dad was reading a bit about the game in e bus ride so he explained e basics to us when e game started. then this lady behind us noticed we were just a tad lost. haha so she helped us by explaining stuff here and there. but now i actually understand the game! haha it's quite fun actually. not tt i'd play it. ew. all those hot dirty gross heavy bodies all jumping at u :l isn't it a bit intimidating. hahah.. before i understood e game tt was all i was looking at lol. like how they just ran into one another or jump onto of whoever has the ball. haha so forlike the first 15 mins i was like sitting there like "ooo...", "ouchh..", "omg.." haha fortunately the rain wasn't tt heavy tho. so during intermission i read some of my eng book. haha! i planned for my boredom before we left e hse.. haha i was expecting to start reading sooner into e game actually hehe =P
anyway we din go anywhere else yesterdae.. we left at like 9.30 and got home around 6.30 sheesh. haha it was a long drive away la. it was navy vs air force. navy won. HAHA. but only by 3 points which they scored in the last like 0.smth seconds. haha they got it by kicking on their 4th down. ha! so cool. i noe football language.. well sorta. haha =P den in e bus on e way back to e air base (where we met as a group and left for e stadium) this small boy at the back was shouting like " gooo navy! " hahah and all my the air attaches in e bus were like " booo! " and " we can drop him at e naval base down e road " haha.
hokie um todayyy.. today iwent to grace's birthday party. it was cool haha she's 15 tho cos she came from a public skl so she got to skip a grade or smth when she came to ncs. anyway we went to watch this really confusing movie tt started off innocently enuff about this housewife hu was angry with herself for not doing anything productive with her life. den she met a childhood friend and started gg out with her a lot and stuff but her husband and mum were getting worried cos they heard so much abt her but never met her. so one day they confronted her and the wife started believing them when they told her they thought she was "creating" her friend as her idol woman. haha. but soon enuff her friend walked in on her and they were all confused again. haha=P oh yea and then the friend started getting much closer to the husband and wife. and eventually started showing signs of being bisexual :l coffs.. haha and she managed to seduce e BOTH of them to bed with her at e same time. eeeee... haha i was like " what's happening to this show...? " haha well yea then the wife started questioning whether she was bi too and the husband was so confused. haha yea den they found out she was actually working for this organisation that goes all out to raise for charity and she actually killed the doorman's cousin or smth. sheesh. so confusing okay. hahah but the theatre was really cute. haha it was small and quaint. and pretty! haha anyway after tt we just went back to her house for food. omg her dad cooks the BEST desserts. seriously!! they were soo good! haha and she gave these cute little porcelain shoes for decor. and all of us had diff ones. yay mine matched my toilet HAHA so it now resides on top of my toilet bowl. hahah=P
rite anyway i shld get back to my english now. haha i think my parents are planning on taking a drive somewhre tmrw. sigh. so now im being stressed into finishing work. haha kk bye!
thank you very much, now.
i've only been awake for 3 and a half hrs and today's alreadi not going very well. =.-
firstly, it's raining. and normally i like the rain.but when ur indoors and u dun feel happy as it is it just makes u even more depressed. then the tv reception decides to go wonky on me and the tv starts breaking up and says "searching for satellite signal.." hmph.. and the tv shows that normally never
ever fail to make me laugh, failed! =\ i dunno what's wrong with me today.. i'm just like in a really sad mood.. i wasn't like this when i woke up? i think it was after iu went offline.. and! i was looking forward to going to watch corpse bride. or the greatest game ever played. now my mum says she has to cook for this pot luck thing tonight and the rest of the show timings don't fit so im resorting to watch a movie either on the laptop or in the basement.. hmph.. and doing hw. blah! okay and talking to someone just now got me kinda..well..i dunno..just thinking.i dunno what or if i did something but it just feels like there's smth wrong.=(
and talking to somewan
else just really annoyed me..
mabbe i shld just go back to sleep or smth and hope to wake up in a better mood. okay im gonna jump back into bed. haha bye!
thank you very much, now.
aah! im so excited!
hahah i might be going on a japan exchange programme next summer!!!!
-grins!!! haha
so i think it's like in about march we'll host this jap girl and in june or smth i'll go to japan! SO FUN. haha i can't wait!!
rite anyway so i've started planning.. haha of cos they'll be lots of shopping =P
and hopefully i dun come back even more shy or anything. lol
oh! and i might meet my parents at narita airport! haha! well depending whether the timing fits or not la.
cos my mum's actually always wanted to go to japan (go figure..lol) so she said we could stop there for awhile before going back to s'pore =)) so exciting!!
i hope all that works out. hehe!
okay anyway i just came online for a quick post. i gtg shower n' sleep now
tata!
thank you very much, now.
yes im bACk. again! hahaha
but im not guilty this time you noe whyyy?
u noe why???!
cos i finished my homework!!! =D=D
so im here celebrating this mementous occasion with you all. hahaha =))
but i've officially run outta things to say so i shall just paste a song haha
Sittin here staring at the wall
Another lonely tear falls
I'm tryin to write you this song
But i can hardly see the page at all
Cause it's breaking my heart
When i look in your eyes
And i don't see me anymore
When you're all i'm living for
Baby tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way i love you
If you take your love away from me
You know i will die
Cause i'm not ready for goodbye
Baby please pick up the phone
Tell me i'm crazyI got it all wrong
I don't know what i'm gonna do
I don't know how to live without you
You are the first song
My heart ever heard
And baby i
I believe every word
You are my heart
My soul
My world
Baby tell me that you still believe
that you still love me
the way i love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
Cos i'm not ready for goodbye.
Every breath that i take
Every beat of my heart
You know it's all for you
I wanna hold you
I wanna love you
Forever and always
Baby tell me that you believe
that you still love me
the way i love you
If you take your love away from me
you know i would die
Cos i'm not ready for goodbye.
thank you very much, now.
OMG i am so relieved right now i can't begin to tell u how relieved i am. haha
i was just talking to that couple my parents had over and they were e wans hu started sending their children to ncs when they came here frm s'pore. so i found out Lotsa things. haha
for example, even her genius daughter ( seriously, she's REALLY genius. haha she got 800 for her maths sat!! omg. ) found it difficult here in ncs when she first came over.. so thankfully, it's not just me. =/ haha and i found out that i have a lotta things in common with her daughter (other than the fact tt she's a genius haha) like she wasn't a sporty person so she took yoga and dance (like me!haha) and she really didn't like the arts but prefered maths and science (like me!haha) and she liked photography!(like me!) and she was even the one who founded the anime club which i was about to join!! freaky. hahah =P her son hu's 18 oso took his sats when he was 14? and he got 800 for english. ENGLISH. how do u do that?! haha my english sucks okay. big time.
and my parents are soOO mEAn. =.- ugh. do u noe that if they let me, i could have my driver's license by e time i go back next year!! or at least during next summer. but they say there's no hurry and they're gonna make me wait eteerrnniiittyyyy.. *drops dead. im never gonna learn how to drive, i tell u =.- haha quite a few ppl in my level are learning or alreadi driving to skl. plus there's a driver's ed class in skl i can sign up for!!! isn't that COOL. and they're not letting me. eeyeeuhh.. lol
anyway i can't believe this's my second post of the day. i feel so guilty for slacking so much! haha ahhh. i can't even post a blog without feeling guilty nowadays. haha hokey pokey tata!
thank you very much, now.
heyy all. im like totally stressed out in skl okay. sheesh
i can't believe ihave psats the week after next!!
im going to FAIL. honest! i noe nothingg!! lol
so weird. my phone is getting dirtier and dirtier and more and more scratched..but i dunno how? haha really! i mean i haven't dropped it recently...i think... lol unless it's been scraping against all my books in my bag. =\ but can't be rite..? anyway it now looks like it's 4 years old when it hasn't even been 4 months yet. haha but i think i've written smth like tt before. oh well.
sigh i have to memorise the first 18 lines of the GP of chaucer my monday. = i barely have the first 5 lines down. haha im in troublle.. oh yes i am.. so far i've finished my jap hw only. haha fortunately there's no geog hw ( YAY! i was feeling really insecure about not taking home my geog stuff yesterdae.. haha ) and i've done half of my chem hw. the other half comes under studying, which im saving for tonight while i study maths too. and theen.. i just have e eng left la. wow. i actually planned smth well = *impressed with myself. hahah..
i hardly watch tv anymore either.. okay i lied, i do watch. haha but not as much la. normally just during dinner.(tt's quite possibly majority of the nights since my parents are out at dinners and stuff most of the time. i can cook now!! -grins. haha well..sorta.) and the rest of my time is studying, hw or..using the com. haha which could count as watching tv, i guess.. since they both consist of staring at a screen for mins or hours on end. lol
okay anyway we have a couple coming over for dinner tonight so i betta go shower.
toodles!
thank you very much, now.